We sat watching TV while I ate my pizza. I kept glancing over at Eric because it certainly didn’t seem like he was trying to relax. It looked like he had a million things on his mind. How am I supposed to relax if I can tell he’s sitting there trying to come up a way to get me out of all this?
“Eric, you are not relaxing.”
“I’m not the one who needs to relax. I don’t want you to be stressed out any more than you have to be. I have given you a lot to think about tonight.”
“How long is it before dawn?”
“Just a couple of hours. I know that you are tired,” he sighs. “How about I show you to where you will be sleeping?” I nod and follow him.
We walked into what looks like the master bedroom and then into the closet. His closet was larger than my bedroom and filled with clothing. On the back wall of the closet, he opened up a security panel. Once he put in his code and scanned, his fingerprint the door hissed open and he held out his hand for me.
“The security code I gave you last night and your fingerprint will work here so if you want to come upstairs during the day you can.”
It was like there was a whole other house down here. The furniture was all very big, dark, and comfortable looking. It looked very much like Eric.
“Your downstairs is just as beautiful as your upstairs. It is very you.”
He turned to look at me with a smirk, “Thank you, Pam does not like it, but if it was up to her everything would probably be pink and ridiculously feminine. I’ll have to show you her room sometime.”
We walked until we came to his bedroom door. “Why don’t you try using your security code to make sure it works? I would hate for you to be stuck in here if you didn’t want to be.”
After I went through all the security, his door opened and it had to have been at least three inches of steel. He definitely took his security seriously.
“The bedrooms down here are all lined with iron and silver in the doors and walls. No one can break in. You will be very safe. I don’t want you to worry.”
“Thank you for taking such good care of me. I really appreciate it. I feel very safe with you,” I say and gave him a small smile. He gave me a nod and ushered me into the bedroom.
After turning on a small light I finally got to see what Eric’s bedroom looks like. The main focal point was the biggest bed I have ever seen. It was even bigger than the one I saw last night. All the furniture is a very dark wood. There’s only a bed a couple of nightstands, a chair by the closet, and a dresser with a mirror above it.
“In here is the bathroom if you want to get cleaned up before you go to bed. I will leave you to get some rest and see you tomorrow night after I rise.”
“Wait! Can you stay with me? At least until I fall asleep?” I hate being this needy. “Unless you have other things you have to be doing.”
“I can stay if you want me to. Go get ready for bed.”
After taking care of my human needs and brushing my teeth I realized I didn’t have anything to sleep in. I don’t even know if Pam brought me anything like that. I figured I would ask Eric if I could borrow a shirt from him.
“Eric do you think I could borrow a shirt to sleep in?” I say as I step out of the bathroom.
He walked into his closet and came out with a black t-shirt with Fangtasia written on the front in red letters.
“Thank you,” I walked back into the bathroom and changed out of my clothes and into Eric’s t-shirt. I will have to go upstairs tomorrow to see what all Pam brought me. When I walk into the room, Eric is sitting on the edge of the bed looking at his phone. I walk to the other side of the bed and get in.
“If you have important stuff you have to do you don’t have to stay with me.”
He smiles at me, sits his phone on the nightstand on his side of the bed, and then takes off his boots. He stands up and takes them into the closet. Wow, he’s tidy. I’ve always heard men lived like pigs. I know Jason sure does.
“I was just checking my email. I’m done with my work for tonight. I can stay with you,” he says while sliding into bed.
We both laid on our backs for a few minutes just staring at the ceiling.
“Are you uncomfortable sleeping in here with me?” Eric asks me.
“No. I don’t know. I was just thinking about everything. It’s a lot to take in. I don’t know what to do. Maybe I should just leave by myself. I appreciate your offer but all these things are just too much for you to take on. I never wanted to put you or anyone else in this position,” I say as tears well up in my eyes.
“Come here,” he says as we move closer together and I lay my head down on his chest and he wraps his arms around me.
“I know this is a hard decision but I told you that I will do anything you want me to do. I’m not going to let the Queen or anybody else take you.”
“Why are willing to do so much for me?” I ask him and he pulls back a little so he can look down at me.
“I don’t want anything bad to happen to you. I … I … I care about you,” he says as he tightens his arms around me. No longer looking at me.
I stretched up and lightly kissed him on the lips, “I never thought I would say this but I care about you too, Eric Northman.”
The next thing I knew Eric was hovering above me. He had a slight smirk on his face when he lowered his head down and gently kissed me. I never thought a 1000-year-old vampire could be so sweet and gentle. After a few minutes, our kisses were becoming more passionate and our hands started to wander.
I was moving my hands all over his back, running my hands over his broad shoulders and feeling all his muscles move while his hands were rubbing up my arms and sides. When I finally needed to breathe his kisses trailed down my neck. I reached down to take off his shirt and he sat up and helped me remove it. All I could do was stare at him for a minute.
Eric Northman has the body of Adonis. I have never seen a more perfect chest and abs. I ran my hands over the fine muscles of his stomach and trailed them up to his pecs. I sat up, kissed one of his nipples, and then took it into my mouth.
“Bite it just a little,” he tells me and when I do, he lets out a moan that makes my panties even wetter. I switch over to the other side and then work my way up his neck and then back to his mouth.
He runs his tongue over my bottom lip and I open my mouth to let him in. I don’t think it is possible to ever get tired of kissing this man. Our tongues battle for dominance and his hands reach to pull off my shirt.
Once my shirt is off Eric’s hands move to my knead my breasts and pluck my nipples.
“You have the most beautiful breast I have ever seen,” he says as he stares at them in wonder.
His kisses trail down my neck to my breasts. He takes one nipple in his mouth and swirls his tongue around it. My other nipple is being plucked and rolled with his fingers. It feels so good. I moan and arch my back up to meet him.
His kisses start trailing down to my stomach and then he continues with open mouth kisses down to my panties. He hooks his fingers into my panties and pulls them off.
I have never felt this before. Bill never did this before and while it feels so wonderful, I’m nervous. He’s licking up my leg and leaving open mouth kisses but when he gets to my core, I tense up.
“What are you doing?” I ask.
“Sookie, why are you so nervous? Do you want me to stop?”
“I just don’t know what I’m doing. I have never done this before. I’m sorry I’m nervous. I guess you didn’t know what you were getting yourself into.”
“I know you don’t have a lot of experience and that is okay with me. I’m trying to give you pleasure. Just relax and if you want me to stop I will.”
“Okay. Show me what you got.”
He smirks and buries his head between my thighs. Then I feel his tongue lick me from my entrance to my clit.
“Oh my God, Eric! That feels so good,” I shout. I feel him smile against me. He inserts first one finger then another. His tongue and fingers find the perfect rhythm and it doesn’t take long before I feel the warmth of my orgasm take over me. I’m moaning and writhing all over the place. I shout Eric’s when my orgasm washes over me.
Once I’m finally coming down, he starts kissing back up me. When he kisses me, I can taste myself on his lips and it turns me on even more.
I run my hands down his chest to his pants. I fumble trying to undo the button and zipper.
“I need help here,” I giggle. “You have too many clothes on.”
He stands up and rips his pants off and then I see him in all his naked glory for the first time. My eyes scan his body but when they reach his gracious plenty I get a little scared. It’s huge. I know I haven’t seen many but I know he is above average, above large even.
“I don’t think that thing is going to fit inside of me.”
He smirks as he crawls back up the bed towards me. “It will fit don’t worry. We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. I don’t want to pressure you. I was not expecting this tonight.”
“I want to do this. I’m just worried it’s going to hurt.”
“It’s not going to hurt. We will take it slow. If you want to stop at any time we will. Just relax and let me take care of you.”
I nod and put my hands on his face to pull him down to me. “Kiss me.”
His lips press against mine and we smile. “Tell me you want this. I need you to tell me that you want this. That you want me.”
“I want you. I want this,” I say with a big smile on my face.
He smashes his lips to mine, rubs his gracious plenty along my slit a few times, and then presses his tip against my entrance. His kisses moved to be the most sensual thing I have ever experienced as he pushes his way slowly in. How many different ways can this man kiss? I can’t wait to find out.
Once he is all the way in the stills himself and looks me in the eyes. “Are you alright?”
“Yes, please keep going,” I say as I smile up at him.
He leans down to kiss me while I thrust my hips up. He moves in and out of me slowly while kissing me. I run my hands down to his award-winning ass and push him in as deep as he can go, as I meet him thrust for thrust.
We pick up speed and he trails kisses down my neck and then takes one of my nipples into his mouth. “I’m so close, Eric. So close.”
He snakes his hand down between us and his thumb moves to my clit rubbing it in a quick rhythm. I felt my orgasm building and building.
“Oh God Eric! Don’t stop!” When my orgasm washes over me, I shout his name over and over. He keeps moving for a few more thrust and then feel him tense up and groan out my name.
“Detta är bäst. Detta är rätt.” He says as he leans down to kiss me gently. He supports his weight on his elbows, nuzzles my neck for a few minutes before he moves over to the side, and brings me with him.
While I try to catch my breath, Eric rubs my back while I lay my head on his chest. When I finally get my breathing under control again I ask him, “What was that you said there at the end? Was that Swedish?”
His hand stills on my back. “It’s Swedish.”
“What did you say?”
He wraps both arms around me and squeezes. “I said this is best. This is right.”
“It was pretty good.”
“Pretty good? Is that all it was?” He smirks.
“Are you fishing?” I giggle. “I never thought you would need a compliment. As you know, I’ve only been with Bill and I’m sure you will love this. You are the best I’ve ever had. It was great!”
He just smirks at me. “Was that the true Eric Northman experience?” I ask as I roll over to lay my head on his shoulder and look up at him.
He raises his eyebrow up at me. “That was the true Sookie Stackhouse experience.”
“Really and what is that experience.”
“Sookie,” he says and looks up at the ceiling. “This is not easy for me. I’m not used opening up to anyone or talking about feelings.”
“I understand. I’m sure that it’s hard to change or do something different after 1000 years,” I say as I wrap my arm around his stomach and give him a little squeeze.
“I have never had sex with someone I care about. Ever. So yes, I wanted to make sure it was good for you. That I didn’t hurt you or that you would regret it.”
I roll on top of him and look into his eyes. “Of course I don’t regret it. You asked me. I told you I wanted to and you were right. You didn’t hurt me. I never thought sex with you would ever be anything like that.”
“Like what?” He asks.
“I don’t know. It wasn’t fast vampire sex. It was nice, slow, and sweet. Kind of like how I used to think you were an asshole but now I get to see this side of you.”
“I’m still an asshole Sookie and only you get to see this side of me. You know I’m going to need go to Fangtasia this week. I will have to treat you differently and you can’t fight with me in front of anyone. I can’t look weak. Especially now.”
“I know. I don’t want you to look weak. We don’t fight that much now, do we?”
“No, we haven’t been fighting. I’m just worried that your feelings are going to get hurt by something that I do. Something that I don’t want to do but need to do in front of other vampires and then you will try to fight with me.”
“I understand. I really do.”
“Not that I want to pressure you but if we had a blood bond and we were in a situation, you would know what I was feeling. I could send you caution or calm but I know that you are smart and you will not over react to situations,” he says and then smiles at me.
“Thank you. I will try my best to not over react. I want you to know that I’m really thinking about the blood bond.”
“I know you are and if you have any questions then you can ask me and I will try to answer the best I can.”
“I know you will and thank you,” I say and lean down and kiss him.
I sit up and start to grind myself against him. Eric’s hands go to my breasts and start to knead them.
I rise up and impale myself on him and we both groan. I start to rock back and forth. Eric sits up to kiss my neck and moves down to suck on my nipples.
“That feels so good Eric.” He moves his hands to my hips to help me move faster. I call out his name when my orgasm washes over me.
The next thing I know I’m on my back with Eric pumping into me quickly. I feel Eric tense up right as my feel my second orgasm building up in me. He growls out when I feel him explode inside of me coating my walls with his cool seed. His hand moves down to rub my clit rubbing fast circles. I dig my nails into his back and yell his name over and over and my orgasm over takes me.
Eric pulls out and I immediately feel the loss of connection. He rolls off and then lays his head on my chest. As I catch my breath, I run my fingers through his hair.
After we lay there for a little while. Eric gets up, goes to the bathroom, comes back with a washcloth, and cleans me up.
Once he gets back into bed, I snuggle up to his side. I lay my head on his chest while he runs his fingers through my hair putting me to sleep.
“Good night Eric,” I say as I yawn and kiss his chest right above his heart.
“Good night,” he says and kisses the top of my head.
I fall asleep in Eric’s arms with him lulling me to sleep by running his fingers through my hair.